Weird things and others

Things I found while tidying up the room:

1. The hammer (Oh, there you are! You've been lost for 2 years or so!)
2. A plastic bag full of nails (where did that come from?)
3. One tudung periuk. I really don't know how it got into the room. =___=

I should be studying for TOEFL instead of doing arts stuff and tidying up the room. Aigoo.

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Have you ever felt that your life is so good, that in the future something bad is going to happen to you?

I always feel like that. Especially now.

Well, I'm not saying my life is SO good right now, but I have a feeling that I might not have a bright future.

Sometimes I think I won't be able to get pregnant (and I so yearn to get pregnant and have my own children).

Sometimes, I think I will be an andartu. Maybe no guys will like me at all. :(

Sometimes, I think my marriage won't last. Or my children will not turn to be good kids.

Sometimes I think my siblings and I are going to fight when we're old (like certain relatives we know *ahem*).

Sometimes, I think I won't live long.

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Is it bad? Thinking this way?

According to the law of attraction, what you think is what you attract.

Maybe it's better for me to not think at all.

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